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Walking Through the Dark


One thing that’s helped me find my way through a confusing season is leaning deeper into my trust and faith in God. I pause to reflect, figure out what truly matters, let go of what no longer fits, and slow down. Right now, I’m moving at a snail’s pace when it comes to big decisions, and that’s okay.

Just today, I gave myself permission to be fully present with everything I’m feeling. I’m offering myself the same compassion, kindness, and care I’d give to those I love most: my children, my family, my friends, and my support circles.

I’m learning to live fully in this season. I don’t want to miss a single moment. I rushed through the first half of my life, stumbled, got back up, and tried again each time a little differently. What I’ve discovered is that ambition often leads to chasing things, people, or approval. But a purpose-driven life? It sparks hope, invites aspiration, and frees the spirit from the chase.

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